after you

my heart still has a need for you
but i must bid a due
for you, my heart no longer has a place
i made sure that there is and never will be again a little trace
because you played me all those years ago
so please juse leave!get out! just go!
i dont need you in my life anymore
i can adjust and make myself believe you never existed in my life just like before
however your love will always ersonate from inside my heart
but i guess that goes against all ive said ive done, gosh thats tart!
no matter because you'll never return into my life
if there was ever a chance that i do see you again i already have a plan, with this knife
even with all the will in my body, i cannot do it
id rather just endure another hit
i loved you,but you obviously were blind
every time i look back you were never too far behind
not even time could stop the wounds that never cease to bleed
nor could too much weed
that nasty drug will never again be near my body
all this is making me naughty