My Something Happy

I've let you in
now here I'm wondering am I going to be left yet again
I'm always the one who runs and hides behind
her anger and her pride
I'm the girl who leaves if she thinks you're going to go
but I'm also the girl who loves you so
the sun pours down
it spills all over the dry desert ground
like the blood I've shed
from the work I do to keep my family safe and fed
my family, oh their so important to me
just like how your becoming to be
I love you and if you catch me
I'll be happy to not be free
because your the one of the few things that makes me happy
your the one who truly gets me
your my something happy, now tell me boy how can that be?