What You Dont See

you don't see the hurt
don't see the pain inside me
go ahead call me a drama queen
I don't care, cuz I know you just can't see
the girl that is inside me
I'm not so bad, that much I know about me
I give everyone all there is to give from me
I work so hard to be what God wants me to be
what you don't see is the girl that I just happen to be
so go ahead and judge me
call me names, go ahead I don't care anymore see?
what you think doesn't matter to me
I don't need your approval, wasn't created to make you happy
I don't need your brand of misery
I might annoy you, what I say might make you mad
but your judgment of me won't make me sad
I know that I'm not perfect, I know I'm only human
but I know something that you could never understand
I might say I hate me, but it's not me
my hate is for how I act sometimes
I realized that last night
no I'm no longer hurting because I've seen the light
it's not me I hate it's how I act sometimes
you don't know my past, don't know where I've been
you judge me by only what you see
but what you don't understand that that's not me
there's a girl behind this screen
a girl that cries and bleeds
I am what you don't see...