Dear ma

Its been so long since you were here so long without you near able to talk and laugh so long dealin alone with this crap i liked havin you to fall back havin you able to make me relax even if only a lil im tired of feelin so little your passin wasnt sudden but it still left me alone and emptied goin downhill on a ten speed no brakes or pedals to stop me or slow me down feelin like ima crash and burn to the ground family connection lost broke by the quite sound of a phone ringin on december the 3rd of 2010 at 940 in the evinin nurses callin rite after us leavin seein you for the final moments of you breathin so heres where we are left believin that you had to go for a reason but it still didnt seem rite you still had alotta fight had sucha strong will oflife still it dont seem right that you had to go that hollow nite been almost a year and i still wanna cry