My First Love Lost

i am now broken
in to millions of pieces
i was blind
did not wanted to see the truth
the truth
that you loved me
loved me
no longer loves me
you shall soon love another
but i will hate every minute of it
watching you
kiss her tenderly
as you use to
with me
hug her as tight to make her
feel warm & safe
no longer me
feeling the safety or warmth of it all
you say we will be friends
but i know deep down
you will forget me
as the rest of the past
we had an amazing time
together
so much time
we spended
forever
a faded dream
now lost
in the ocean of my tears