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Tears Hit the Keys

he's gone
what did I do that was so wrong?
now all I can do is cry
and ask myself why?
he said he wouldn't leave, that he'd stay
but like all all the rest he went away
this is why I was afraid, this pain that I feel
try and tell me it's not real?
try and tell me these tears that I cry
that it shouldn't matter? that he was just a cyber guy?
shove it
because you don't know what i know
I loved him
and I don't know how or why
but I loved him and here I cry
hes not just another cyber guy
and these tears won't go away
they hit the keys as I cry
these is why I dont fall in love
because I don't think I'm going to be able to survive this pain
I never told him I loved him
and now he'll never know
now I'm left crying wondering if this is really goodbye?
my tears fall on the keys
and I don't even know if he's really left me
how pathetic I must seem
crying over a guy I've never seen
but I don't care
I loved him I still love him
and I already know I've waited to long
any love he had for me could be gone
so here I cry broken and alone
and so silently my tears fall and hit the keys
oh, God what is wrong with me?
Written by BlueBeastGirl (Beasty)
Published | Edited 15th Aug 2012
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