ode to the mundane

Iím so bored
I want to blow your brains out
when did you become so mundane?

While I look at you Ė envious
your normality makes me want to cry
Ďcause I know that Iíll never have that
and a part of me wonders
why I would want to live
in a conformists dream
though you were always destined
for an easier life
with your uncomplicated ways

And itís hard now to imagine
that we used to be friends
when weíve no longer got
anything in common
and my fake smile hurts me
Ďcause Iím finding it hard
to be genuinely happy for you
while Iím stuck in non-conformist misery
still trying to find my way

Though itís better than lying
while aspiring to a white picket fence
that Iíd just paint in blood
during one of my more imaginative moods

© Indie Adams 2012
Written by Indie (Miss Indie)
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