Im Tired

Right now....
it feels like im loosin it
see... none of the pieces to my puzzle fits
As My jaw is set hard.. and my teeth grit
Inside Im thinkin..."damn Im tired of this shit"
As I scramble to  the edge of my mind
requesting it to back away from the edge
for the millionth time
Im tired of trying to save myself
from the cruelhandedness of others
Im tired of squandered friendships
and lyin ass lovers...
Im tired of ungrateful kids...
and Bosses that underappreciate
Im tired of this damn diet im on
WHO REALLY GIVES A SHIT ABOUT MY WEIGHT!
Im tired...of the world and all its propaganda
and lies...
Im tired of the lost and homeless cries
I.....am tired
cause sometimes this world is too much to bare
Sometimes I wish I could be like so many other
Who just go thru life and act like they dont care...
but I cant....
So today...I choose to vent
Today I choose to lament
Today I choose to let my voice be heard....
Even if the rest of the world...
cant understand a single word....
I am tired ...of a world that glorifies the ridiculous
and gives homage to the absurd.
I...am just tired of it all.