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~~~~ HEARTMUST LI(V)BERATE FR'OM EGO, SOMETIME OR AN'OTHER, (OR NOT) ~~~~
XXXX Writ aMonth before me old, new bestbuddy like died last year XXXX***
***that there>>>>is an original pixtur of
thee ol'guy from ArkchivaDkzk2011
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h'ere wee'go h'ere wee are, every
body, a body au go'go, weego'ego +
wrongplace certain'ty...wee
came,wee did-it, wee go'go, (ain't that Right
ye old hellbent daddyman----40yr'ago ye threw 'me' out just-cause
i wouldn't go o'riental to kill c o mm unists for ye,&po'ol'Ma wouldn't let
ye go johnwayne4yrSelf, & n'ow'like bow'ow'ow) it's up2me 2keep ye alive,
4as longlong as possible'possible, ''inarguable facts of nature'' right h'ere rite n'ow...ow,ow,ouch,
when daddy dies, dear daddy, thusly dies me meal-ticket,me paycheck,no-where2go, f 'ailed artist
wit'a sewed-up heart pumpin 11yrs after bypassin'passinby it's[my-o-my]own 'death'....no-one
gonna pay'me' 2 'create' nuthin4shit.....oso funnyhow thingsworkout, so'so,oso funny, like me ego what maketh it
all so, ego self-willing destruction clothed in Pride for untellable untold generations n'ow------
----------------------------
[ego ego ego, i rite too much (con
template) too much about h'ow insidious
our norm ego-paradigm is to thee heart y'our heart
my heart....it was such so when 'my heart' was Xposed thru a
sawed thru sternum, rib-spreader, & DeerPark docTutuska nimbly spent many
hours moving blood-routes & passageway from sliced leg to crak'd'open
torso so so so +thus,so-what[?] ]------------
------------------------o Poppa'bear, ye lived so long in a rather obnoxious self-w'ill, &now&now
somany years slow erosion in2 mo+mo ill, yr a poor 1'legged ol'puppydog wit nowhere2go
xept 'die' &eye'll cry quietly4ye &keep ye a'live wit me glowing Presence d'LifeForce forcing
life from thee TVcommercials which giveth ye comfort & maketh/taketh i-aye-eye 2brinksmanship
at Thee Edge of Thee Chasm of Hilarious Paradox Raging----------
--------------o ilove ye pops,i'm here'here'here4ye everyday,nomatta what, t'keep ye as 'alive' as
ye wanna & it's blessedly
goodgoodgoodly blessed that ye've 4got'bout the day ye said y'd rather i was Dead than Red,
issuing marching orders t'go in2 exile[which came t'becum kanzass], it is it was a sweething that
my'absence permanented &fonded thee heart, &never again was there mention of them Dead Reds
f'or all these 4de'cades n'ow......-----------------
--------------so....it's You&Me, Poppo, just Me+You........for thee moment
XXXXXXXXXdkzk'fromjuly2011xxxxxxxxxjun2012
~~ That which is threatening to the ego is liberating for the heart.
By turning to face the inarguable facts of nature, the habit of investing in unstable realms is interrupted. It shines the light of wisdom on the issue, reveals that we've been looking for certainty in the wrong place, and thus frees up the attention to realize where security can be found.
-Amaro Bhikkhu, "Inviting Fear" ~~
***that there>>>>is an original pixtur of
thee ol'guy from ArkchivaDkzk2011
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
h'ere wee'go h'ere wee are, every
body, a body au go'go, weego'ego +
wrongplace certain'ty...wee
came,wee did-it, wee go'go, (ain't that Right
ye old hellbent daddyman----40yr'ago ye threw 'me' out just-cause
i wouldn't go o'riental to kill c o mm unists for ye,&po'ol'Ma wouldn't let
ye go johnwayne4yrSelf, & n'ow'like bow'ow'ow) it's up2me 2keep ye alive,
4as longlong as possible'possible, ''inarguable facts of nature'' right h'ere rite n'ow...ow,ow,ouch,
when daddy dies, dear daddy, thusly dies me meal-ticket,me paycheck,no-where2go, f 'ailed artist
wit'a sewed-up heart pumpin 11yrs after bypassin'passinby it's[my-o-my]own 'death'....no-one
gonna pay'me' 2 'create' nuthin4shit.....oso funnyhow thingsworkout, so'so,oso funny, like me ego what maketh it
all so, ego self-willing destruction clothed in Pride for untellable untold generations n'ow------
----------------------------
[ego ego ego, i rite too much (con
template) too much about h'ow insidious
our norm ego-paradigm is to thee heart y'our heart
my heart....it was such so when 'my heart' was Xposed thru a
sawed thru sternum, rib-spreader, & DeerPark docTutuska nimbly spent many
hours moving blood-routes & passageway from sliced leg to crak'd'open
torso so so so +thus,so-what[?] ]------------
------------------------o Poppa'bear, ye lived so long in a rather obnoxious self-w'ill, &now&now
somany years slow erosion in2 mo+mo ill, yr a poor 1'legged ol'puppydog wit nowhere2go
xept 'die' &eye'll cry quietly4ye &keep ye a'live wit me glowing Presence d'LifeForce forcing
life from thee TVcommercials which giveth ye comfort & maketh/taketh i-aye-eye 2brinksmanship
at Thee Edge of Thee Chasm of Hilarious Paradox Raging----------
--------------o ilove ye pops,i'm here'here'here4ye everyday,nomatta what, t'keep ye as 'alive' as
ye wanna & it's blessedly
goodgoodgoodly blessed that ye've 4got'bout the day ye said y'd rather i was Dead than Red,
issuing marching orders t'go in2 exile[which came t'becum kanzass], it is it was a sweething that
my'absence permanented &fonded thee heart, &never again was there mention of them Dead Reds
f'or all these 4de'cades n'ow......-----------------
--------------so....it's You&Me, Poppo, just Me+You........for thee moment
XXXXXXXXXdkzk'fromjuly2011xxxxxxxxxjun2012
~~ That which is threatening to the ego is liberating for the heart.
By turning to face the inarguable facts of nature, the habit of investing in unstable realms is interrupted. It shines the light of wisdom on the issue, reveals that we've been looking for certainty in the wrong place, and thus frees up the attention to realize where security can be found.
-Amaro Bhikkhu, "Inviting Fear" ~~
Published 18th Jun 2012
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19th Jun 2012 2:58am
19th Jun 2012 4:58am
sadness
gladness essentially same place...
accept & let'em go as equals wit'out interfering(ego) & helps psyche-eye t'see
different, see anew, keeps effortlessly
refreshing itself...tho it may 'interfere' wit our worldly precious business, it's kept 'me' kinda alive 12yrs beyond 'my' early-Xpiration-date. The bizarreness of It All now is so plenty overwhelming that 'i think' i did die 12yr ago, & i should stop 'lingering' & finish th'job.. but then the Beauties that most people seem to miss/ignore are also more profound.
sadness/gladness are not the 'personal issues' that wee mistake them for when wee Believe unto delusion that our dualism has no alternative. Tis a human folly/futility that wee contrive to make glad defeat sad...never-ending War
but 'I' don't really know much of anything. tho luckily i've learned about NoThing being so much easier to handle...ha.
thnx again for dropping in...it does get a bit lonesome
gladness essentially same place...
accept & let'em go as equals wit'out interfering(ego) & helps psyche-eye t'see
different, see anew, keeps effortlessly
refreshing itself...tho it may 'interfere' wit our worldly precious business, it's kept 'me' kinda alive 12yrs beyond 'my' early-Xpiration-date. The bizarreness of It All now is so plenty overwhelming that 'i think' i did die 12yr ago, & i should stop 'lingering' & finish th'job.. but then the Beauties that most people seem to miss/ignore are also more profound.
sadness/gladness are not the 'personal issues' that wee mistake them for when wee Believe unto delusion that our dualism has no alternative. Tis a human folly/futility that wee contrive to make glad defeat sad...never-ending War
but 'I' don't really know much of anything. tho luckily i've learned about NoThing being so much easier to handle...ha.
thnx again for dropping in...it does get a bit lonesome
