Lost love

The words I couldn't say
Each and every day
They were the ones pushing you away
When I wanted you to stay

You wanted to go
I wanted you to know
I couldn't even show
The things you needed to know

So I lost you 
And all the strength I had too
I loved you still love you 
But now I can't have you

He found a new girl
Him kissing her makes me wanna hurl
I wanna be his girl
But we already gave that a whirl 

I'll never let him out of my heart
To me he'll always be a part
Even when we grew apart
He never once left my heart

I should have tried
I could have lied
But now to him our love has died
I may have lost him but I never lied

My love was very much true
My pain is too in losing you
I will miss you forever too
There will never be another such as you