Wet Wood (To Free The Demon's Within)
Dangling long and limp between my legs
I lift my eyes towards the sky
To the heavens, I humbly beg
Rid me of the hurt and pain
The anger that I feel deep inside
Shall I be granted forgiveness
and forget the pain and all the lies.....
…........so that once again, my hardwood shall long to rise.
Is all that you can't say
Years gone by and still
Words don't come easily
Like sorry, like sorry........"
To lay you down and vent my rage
To release the animal from his cage
To feel my hardness rip your tender skin
Thrusting into your womb barbarically
To hear you scream again and again and again
Wanton lust, catatonic thrust
Swelling bigger and bigger inside ur heat
until my wet wood dares to bust........
........like a clap of thunder
deep inside the wetness of your womb
An explosion so deafening
Earth shattering, like a sonic boom.........
“ All of my troubles
they go away when you're on top of me
loving Me down, making sounds
and it's so good I am screaming..........”
Pleasure so damned intense
Shocking ur body until you are numb
Mind bending waves of euphoria
No other lover will ever make you cum......
....."Is that the way, "I" love U baby?
But I won't eva' try to love you again
Even that may not be enough.
Words speak life; yet speak death
and now I am damaged; shall I ever again trust.........
and anything that I find between your beautiful, dark thighs
Seemingly damaged beyond repair
I thought I saw the message in your eyes
and now I feel nothing in my soul but despair
"….....caught up in your web of lies."
“I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything..........."
Oh how I desire to feel the hurt-joy and pain
Wet wood swing heavy once again
To experience a spiritual, emotional, and sexual healing
so that I might just feel
“alive” and “whole”
Author's Note( Shall I credit the various muses that lent themselves to this poem: "Baby Can I Hold You Tonight-Tracy Chapman, "Screamin"-Macy Gray, "The Way"-Jill Scott, "Lies"- Johnathan Butler and "Hurt"-Johnny Cash/Trent Reznor)