Selfishness is not love of Self

Love the neighbor as the self-
ishness binds you lonely
fingers tingle and tickle air hoping
someone would love you
Like you can't love yourself
Not just distaste for a reflection
Too often hit self destruction
Leaveing you in permanent restruction phase
Yes, phase its just a phase
You'll grow out and grow up find love  
And give it
But you can't give something  
You don't believe is worth recieving

(this is for a competition)