Can't believe it till this day

It's me again the story teller of unspoken words ✍️                            
    How I've been a fool for so long 😔 but yet as I am still angry with myself, for believing the lies and false promises 😭 that it was, truly a blessing in disguise that finally made me open up my eyes 👁️👁️ BUT Here as I closed my own heart 💔 filled with nothing but sorrow and hurt and pain 😔 When the lab technician return from taking the test for the DNA TEST 😔 I was to told that it wasn't a match from the results, because he wasn't my son 😞 IT felt like darkness 🌑 appeared beneath my feet as the floor became a giant hole 🕳️  like a dark hole as I continue falling to a place I've never seen before crashing the 🌎 world that I thought I knew around me. 😭 But yet as time 🕕stood still a light from above begin shinng bright upon me. 🙏 I felt myself being lifting up through the deepness of the hole 🕳️ as my spiritual soul elevated me back up into the process of the light 🕯️ As it felt like some kind of mental dream with no words to describe where I've been and gone.                    
                  🏍️STONE RIDER 🏍️