the early years

anxiety laiden gripped with pain stripped of my dignity
so much pain I picked up the pen here
and as long as I was honest my demons were kind to me
so full of rage I was shocked when you rallied with me
this place was hardcore then to the bone
and I took some emotional beating
crucified by spelling Nazi's
then had to admit it got me off
there were no punches pulled we had some brawls
sadly I had a hand in a mass exodus
not forgiven but still family
I'm quieter these days
Never to forget any of you beautiful bastards
Cheers