What Now?

After tonight nothing will be the same,
We’ll part ways with stories that will never be shared.
Experiences that may possibly develop into feelings.
And friendships that may have to be redefined.
My expectations weren’t as specific as I thought.
Lines were blurred to the point where they were no longer there.
I didn’t understand the assignment.
The point of this game
I am just now realizing that it was not about her.
It was all about me…
I walked blindly into the situation
Disregarded the signs and went on ahead and gave myself.
But was it really willingly?
I’m still not sure.
This the unanswered question…
I cannot fault her I agreed to everything.
So I guess in the end I have to accept the consequences of my own actions.
I have so much to figure out.
I guess the real question is…
Where do we go from here?