Failure

I'm not a failure
If I don't have success.
I fail to learn.
I fail to impress.

You thought my failure,
Was just my last breath.
You're no fortune teller.
History is what you forget.

The memories is what I bless.
I wish I could replay them,
And reminisce.

It's my secret Santa.
It's Satan on a stick.
All this constant failure,
Put me on the naughty list.

But I'm a pioneer.
I map out every ditch.
Sacagawea on the ocean floor,
Trying to get to Atlantis.

I'm not a failure.
I just need to be fixed.
Don't throw an old car out,
If you just need to oil it.

I fail to learn.
I fail to impress.
If you didn't like me,
Then why are you so obsessed?