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Don't Pretend
[i]Now I know everything that happens, has to happen for a reason
But it’s hard to understand why I’m sitting here crying and wheezing? (Sniff sniff)
For the longest time I thought you was my girl
Treated you as a queen and held up above the world
You know what forget because you know what I might be trippin’
But only because I hear the sounds of the bed sheets we be rippin’
But let me calm down and get back to the subject
Naw forget all that because fuck it, I love it
Now you’re acting strange because your old man is back in town
Why does that matter because while you were with him I still got your pants on the ground?
I know we did em wrong but how do you think that I feel
You under my arm every night I thought this shit was real
We had some good and bad times but overall we had some fun
I had no clue you would be changing like the seasons
And at the last minute you decide to opt out
From the nigga who every Saturday night blew your back out
You left the man who was down for the eating
And went back to the one who all he knew was beating and cheating
I guess by now you’re thinking I’m kind of bitter (Sniff sniff)
Well guess what your right, now all you see is sad updates all over twitter
The more I think about the more tears that come out my eyes
I remember those early hellos and those long good-byes
You know that often times we would fuss but we would never fight
And during night who was always there to hold you tight?
And now your upset and confused and don’t know what to do
Because another girl got pregnant by your so called boo
Maybe I should do like other niggas and leave you there to rot
But I’m not like them just in case you forgot
Let catch my breath and regain my train of thought
You probably can’t imagine all the pain you brought
They tell me suck it up and be a man about it
And forget all this shit; ha ha, I really doubt it
And making amends is out of the question
And every dude’s eyes you look in you see my reflection
Never mind me and continue to worry about yourself
At the end of the day I can do bad all by myself
The people that enter my heart; the number is very few
Now can you understand why I hate that I love you
But remember baby girl this was your choice
And I hope pain comes to you when you hear my voice
But you know all good things must come to an end
Just don’t pretend that you were ever “just a friend”
And don’t pretend
That you will ever love again…………[/i]
But it’s hard to understand why I’m sitting here crying and wheezing? (Sniff sniff)
For the longest time I thought you was my girl
Treated you as a queen and held up above the world
You know what forget because you know what I might be trippin’
But only because I hear the sounds of the bed sheets we be rippin’
But let me calm down and get back to the subject
Naw forget all that because fuck it, I love it
Now you’re acting strange because your old man is back in town
Why does that matter because while you were with him I still got your pants on the ground?
I know we did em wrong but how do you think that I feel
You under my arm every night I thought this shit was real
We had some good and bad times but overall we had some fun
I had no clue you would be changing like the seasons
And at the last minute you decide to opt out
From the nigga who every Saturday night blew your back out
You left the man who was down for the eating
And went back to the one who all he knew was beating and cheating
I guess by now you’re thinking I’m kind of bitter (Sniff sniff)
Well guess what your right, now all you see is sad updates all over twitter
The more I think about the more tears that come out my eyes
I remember those early hellos and those long good-byes
You know that often times we would fuss but we would never fight
And during night who was always there to hold you tight?
And now your upset and confused and don’t know what to do
Because another girl got pregnant by your so called boo
Maybe I should do like other niggas and leave you there to rot
But I’m not like them just in case you forgot
Let catch my breath and regain my train of thought
You probably can’t imagine all the pain you brought
They tell me suck it up and be a man about it
And forget all this shit; ha ha, I really doubt it
And making amends is out of the question
And every dude’s eyes you look in you see my reflection
Never mind me and continue to worry about yourself
At the end of the day I can do bad all by myself
The people that enter my heart; the number is very few
Now can you understand why I hate that I love you
But remember baby girl this was your choice
And I hope pain comes to you when you hear my voice
But you know all good things must come to an end
Just don’t pretend that you were ever “just a friend”
And don’t pretend
That you will ever love again…………[/i]
Published 27th May 2012
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19th Jul 2012 8:03pm
just wow. If this true then i feel sorry for you bro, she sounds like a real bitch though.
22nd Jul 2012 5:50am
