Broken

I sit and stare
forward.
Trying to look at
nothing.

I don't want to
see
whats right in front
of me.

I don't want to see
his
limp body laying there
lifeless.

I am shaking
uncontrollably.
I have no idea what to
do.

I don't know how to help
him.
I just don't know how to save
him.

His beautiful body lies
there,
but his soul is so far
away.

My best friend.
My lover.
The keeper of my heart.
The heart of mine which is broken.
Needing a repair that isn't known.
I've lost him, I've lost myself.
I'm broken.