NUMBING the DELUSION

Systematically alternating between yellow and blue candy every hour.
Absorbing the chemically induced numbing properties.
Methodically dismembering these unnecessary human emotions.
Ample amounts of assorted desires to be placed in the appetite of the void.
Needing the satisfaction of knowing my soulless flesh truly has no soul.
Transcending into the invigorating vastness of divine darkness.
Honoring the higher calling of self conscience, execution of every feeling, every emotion. descending into the Labyrinth of delusional thoughts that once felt real.
Acquiring the pages of delusional thoughts like bread crumbs. starting with Island of Sarpedon and moving backwards - Wings of a Red Bird - Bottles Floating in Time - Timeless Desire - Embrace the Warmth - Lilith has a Morningstar. With my silver coins in hand to pay Charon to ferry me across the Styx and Acheron rivers. he says you finally figured out that she was correct about you never being enough and You Don't Belong I see.