regarding the waiting

I think I’ve run out of words
& ways & ideas
& hope?
to show the extent
of these feelings
this need
this deepest desire

Or maybe it is
just temporarily
buried beneath despair…

I want so much to exist in your aura again
However brief the time…
Though if I’m being honest,
surely we both know
how deeply I’ll always desire
Far beyond brief moments—
lifetimes with You

of course, I’m so very grateful
for this “more”…
It’s just that I so desperately crave
More
your voice?
Might I ask at least
to know again the cadence of your speech?
Does it frustrate you or please
How much I yearn for everything
of you?

Yes, I know.
I know…life weighs You down just now
so I will wait
years if needed
I will wait
for more of You