NO Vacancy

Today...
was not much diffrent than many days I have had.
I still woke up at 5 30 am to see my son off to school
I went into my meditation room...and gave thanks for the day.
I even drank my customery cup of earl grey before taking my
morning walk.
but something...had indeed changed.
My scale still gave me the wrong weight
(as far as I was concerned)But I still felt..lighter

My locks were still shoulder length.
My eyes were still hazel...but something...
had most definitely changed...
Then...like a bolt of lightning it hit me
almost knocking me off of my feet.
My heart
didnt ache
anymore.
All my heartache finaly
stopped renting space in
my heart and head.
letting me get free enough
To realize that a broken heart
doenst stop a day from being beautiful,
it doesnt stop me from caring about the needs of others
and it doesnt stop
me ...from living.
Now...instead of a for rent sign in my mind
I have a No Vacancy sign instead
There is no more room for misery
to live inside of me
anymore.