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"It's True..."

You don't know the troubles I've known
  And you haven't seen what I've seen...
I've been through so much, still far from grown
   Really haven't done a damn thing...

So what can you possibly
  See in me?
You must see me as a child
   Because that's how you treat me...

Yelling chastising and criticizing
  Like nothing
    I do
      Is right

              It's true....

And I'm sorry
  But I can't fight
     Like you
     
              It's true...

And I feel I might
    DIE
Because I can never please you...

And it's like
  You don't care what I've been through
     And that is finally clear to me...
        It's just a shame that all this love I've for you
           Means nothing; that's my reality...

What can you possibly
  Want with me?

I'm dumb
 Have nothing
   A "junkie"
     Just a good for nothing
        Whore
          Oh, there's more
     Let's see
       A failure
         A drop out
           A criminal
             A damn piece of shit!
               Yes. that's it!
         That's the reason
           You don't love me...

                It's true, isn't it...

You don't know the troubles I've known
  And you haven't seen what I've seen...
I admit I'm not completely grown
    But that doesn't make me less then any other human being...

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written on 2-13-12 by LL
Written by LyricalLady
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