Substantial Dreams

        Shifty is the con man grifter...Obfuscating his counterfeiter, confessing menu to order from. Inside review of such a fiend's means of pulling a lick, his coming up salesman pitch to attend his feral fix. Heated is the dirty bent spoon. Matchbook ready & willing to sharpen the tool of a fiend's salvation. Candlelight, sets the mood of watering mouths, blast out of the running gate. Thrown at his soles a welcome mat for the variety substance of ill flavors he wipes & owns. Selfishly he programs his one track mind, believing that he is hurting nobody but himself... While he indulges into a rush of pure ecstasy is the roller coaster high flight...To indulge & dive, with bloodshot eyes. Comprehend & recognize a dialogue conversation of unhinge addiction affection. His high of frantically wanting, isn't as easy as he once believed...Reality always slaps his foolish face twice...As the light breaks brightly threw bended blinds of another time. Wild black eyes of once blue, twitching, move jarringly from side to side. Always seeing something alarming from the corner of his eye. Little dose this spun tweaker realize he's been up for a week. Nod & bod a chicken dance of embarrassment he doesn't see. Sad, this Wall Street broker went beyond the recreational white lines of use. Hard is his concrete crack, broken dirty glass of repetitive use. Dorm living amongst  his ill rouge new class of roommates...He thought  his homies, bestest of true friends. For the end is forward & creeping it is best not to win, but the best to win what's to hold & not to control.