Seek Search and Find

To seek we must search to find what is it that we need and what in our lives, 🙏 for it's true that we are creatures of habits. THAT sometimes we don't have a glue on what we need and want, due to the chaos and drama and confusion and madness hidden behind a mask as a disguise. YET to really be able to sustain this beautiful element known as life. We must sometimes take a leap of faith, yet still knowing what we do know is that what we've been getting isn't it at all. 😞 YET then we start to just settle for the wrong reasons, just to say that we have someone only to say I got a man or woman, but do you really have them in your life, only to find hurt and pain waiting for us in the end. Under dark false promises and pretense, for what amounts to nothing but lies. For sure we all have been hurt with real deception and lies, with situations of cheating on the side, yet we assume the lies are the truth. For that becomes the full focus of our thoughts, and insight and as our emotions have become broken pieces of shatter glass. Yet I trusted you with my own dark secrets of my own past, but yet when I asked you have you ever cheated on someone else, that you claim to love and your response. I would never do that you, yet not looking at me straight in my eyes. Which tells me all that I need to know about you, that you are a manipulator of the worst kind, yet I see right through you behind the curtains of your life through your own eyes 👁️👁️.     🪬 SHAMAN 🪬