What I wrote today on Facebook

I wish I could summon my passion again. When I was younger, I was brimming with passion for life, almost to the point of bursting, and I had so many interests I put careful time into cultivating... But now, I've grown so stagnant, so complacent. It's true that my meds make me feel a great deal of apathy and lethargy, and I'm maxed out on the doses, but I can't blame my present state on this alone. It's so difficult to create now, and writing doesn't come easily anymore. In fact, most of the time now, I just can't write. I think I've let myself get out of the practice of writing. This has been happening for months now. But I'm going to try to find my fervor and fever once more... Going to force myself to journal today, and accept whatever comes. And hopefully, the dying embers of creation in my soul will be stoked to life once again...