Alone

I wake up alone
Drink my coffee and bourbon
Next to the foggy window
As the cold rain loosens and breaks
Every leaf still left clinging to life
Before they're pushed to the ground

I go out alone
Thinking about the note you left
That day you went away because of
My distance, despair and depression
Saying you needed more to life
Than a series of highs and lows from a
Never ending roller-coaster ride
And the chilling rain continued

I come home alone
Drink my bourbon and coffee
With a little more bourbon than the night before
Before you left me to fight this monster
Alone
Now I hear the thunder raging outside
And the freezing rain is seeping into my brain
I better go to bed before I become a part
Of this storm swirling all around me
And inside me

So, I go to bed alone
Alone