Frigid gaze

 
I felt it all,
Coming,
Bitter,
Over my body!
Prejudice shaped,
Colored in judgement,
Co-living with darkness,
death as strangulates my warm throat.
Flagrant interconnection,
if only my kind were solitary DNA,
Rumbling over the forest,
Friend with trees.
Solitary coyote.
I gaze up!
All the colors of the scenery!
The show of the stars, the dearest lullaby!
The promise of a cosmic wonderland,
Of freedom!
I got it from them.
It is all missing this day!
What is happening?
Where did all come from?
Is this real?
Let me be myself,
Or leave me alone!