reality/dreams/  being(s)

       
       
       
    I wished I were an "alien" if it meant that I could teleport to one's spaceship- and ascend into a pleasant state of existence;        
       
       
  "culture" is a double edged predicament; I wish there were a list from which one could choose what society one'd like to inhabit-        
       
like "liberation" within reason; it's true- i absolutely agree- that existence isn't what it's been hyped up to be; it's like those sort of misleading twisted random dreams you wake up from like-        
       
yea something outside of me is playing on my subconscious while another would have me believe that it's just me-        
       
 "making a living" is russian roulette(like musical chairs on steroids); it's like- we might as well look at another "human being" as part of the machinery;        
       
 if one's "fortunate " enough- one gets to have more or less illusionary experiences of what it's like to "feel" free....        
       
a "sophisticated" beast.... imitated by "art" on the big silver screen- like a huge mirror for some psychological release.... entertainment.... eat, drink, and be merry- on a roller coaster ride to the abyss baby....        
       
 "condition" yourself-for the world isn't inherently designed to be "unconditional".... movies like "i robot" is a jab at the reality of the functionality of "human beings"- we're just as much the "robots" as we are the "beast"- I am legend- similar concept....        
       
  "I can provide food, shelter, security...."- Dr. Robert Niville"; "There is no God"(when the chaos reaches its peak)-also Dr. Robert Niville; "you are not alone".... why beloved Michael Jackson created never never land- to escape from the harsh realities.... the bs....    
   
 so where's the "club"? where's the retreat- where all the ones who "get it" go? or is everyone's experience "here" just someone else's "television show?"