Feel Too Immobilized to Write Sometimes

As a girl who went through severe abuse, I often have staring spells, feeling so catatonic.

Can't get myself to write a lot of times. The words get stuck in my throat, in dark recesses of my mind.

My brain can't handle what they did to me... But again, I know I'm crawling,

and I will make myself out of the well

like Samara Morgan

but not haunt others

but to teach them

how to really love

even as a person who thought she never could