My Voice

I saw that a YouTube comment of mine got deleted, whether the creator deleted it or YouTube itself did. I feel myself shaking. Out of fear. I am safe right now in the sense that no one's harming me physically. But in terms of actually thinking my voice matters, no.

I do not feel safe.

I am always questioning whether my story will be too much, be too inconvenient, be too dark...

But I just rather think about me and how to crawl out of the darkness of all these lies.

How to prepare myself because it will be my turn,

and the audience will be silent.