Please Join My Self-Destruction

Broken hearted
Empty inside
Talking to strangers
Just to feel alive

Lost in my mind
Hoping to be saved
By a woman who will love me
Without me having to play games

Someone to fuck
Someone to hold
Someone who will laugh with me
Even as we get old

I’m in a vulnerable spot
My desperation consumes me
I hope that it leaves
And I hope I’m set free

If you come to me
While I am this way
You will be used
And we will both feel pain

Yet how do I free myself
From this emptiness inside
When I won’t let anyone in
And I am a slave to my pride

If you are out there
And tempted by me
I will disappoint you
Because my heart is filthy

Please come however
Be my target of destruction
If you want to feel your heart ache
Give me your attention

Lonely souls be wary
I am darkness, I am a curse
I am in a bad state of mind
And I want you to hurt


Evil be gone!
Nope. Still here
And now my trap is set
Send me a message and come near