Silent screams

Silent screams in a room that's empty,
Where are my friends? I used to have plenty,
The agony is coming back,
And it's all turning black,
 
Silent screams echo as I struggle,
I blame myself for my troubles,
It's time for healing,
I've lost that feeling,
 
This isn't the way I was built,
A bucket of my bloods been spilt,
Silent screams in the warm summer,
If you were me that would be a bummer,
 
Silent screams in the winter,
I'm picking out every thorn and splinter,
There's never anyone to hold,
When I start feeling cold,
 
I'm standing here shaking,
Victory is mine for the taking,
I'm aghast by what I've seen,
It's a curse I can't break, these silent screams<3