Heartache on aisle 5

   I wake with sudden ambition, a deep sadness stretch's across my face and I take A moment of reflection
 
my ghost of past lost visits me once again, A bitter-sweet reunion of the face I wished to lay beside.
 
for A seemingly unrelated dream can shift to the most serious of moments and it is the heart that seems locked in A eternal nightmare.
 
with eyes as sharp as glass she stares into my soul and lights it asunder with every second I am forced to remember her everything.
 
how is it that after this long I refuse to let go even when I have begged for such mercy
 
pushing the thought down I regain myself, my determination slowly returning but I know it will never last
 
 with all the pain this world have given me, it was losing her that broke me the most.
 
why must I dream...