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Dear Jesus...

Dear Jesus,

Do I have anything to give to you? I want to know you because I relate to you. Maybe even more than I could ever imagine. I have these stories, Lord that I know will inspire many. My cry out for more in a world that gave me less and less.

Lord, I want all my skeptic friends To know you. No not just spout a few words but things that go beyond the words. But the heart! The heart, Lord! And my skeptical YouTubers I love like Matt Dillahunty and Amazing Atheist to go to Heaven.

My theory Is that those who were given so little and wanted more will know you. Not because they go to church or officially accepted you back. But you accepted them first. You knew how much their heart has broke 💔

I'm at church right now with Mike, and I feel very sad because I wanted more from this place that claims to be different from the world but is even worse in my eyes.

Lord, help me trust myself again because I don't know what you could possibly want from someone like me. Who hates prudish people and had a nightmare the other night of Christians shaming me for my sexuality. And who cannot even be firm in their beliefs and does not know what they are even doing here.”

Dear Jesus,

Do I have anything to give to you? I want to know you because I relate to you. Maybe even more than I could ever imagine. I have these stories, Lord that I know will inspire many. My cry out for more in a world that gave me less and less.

Lord, I want all my skeptic friends To know you. No not just spout a few words but things that go beyond the words. But the heart! The heart, Lord! And my skeptical YouTubers I love like Matt Dillahunty and Amazing Atheist to go to Heaven.

My theory Is that those who were given so little and wanted more will know you. Not because they go to church or officially accepted you back. But you accepted them first. You knew how much their heart has broke 💔

I'm at church right now, and I feel very sad because I wanted more from this place that claims to be different from the world but is even worse in my eyes.

Lord, help me trust myself again because I don't know what you could possibly want from someone like me. Who hates prudish people and had a nightmare the other night of Christians shaming me for my sexuality. And who cannot even be firm in their beliefs and does not know what they are even doing here.”

“Lord, I am not like any of your disciples. I hate church. I hate seeing their fake faces stabbing me in the back over and over. Lord, I wish I could think of obeying you in a good way. But really I am just a little child who just wants to cry and cry at any little demand due to all the abuse. Lord, I cannot. I cannot function. Speak to my heart in the only way I can receive it. I may have excuses but are they not valid, Lord? Please just hold me. I'm just a little baby on the inside.”
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