emoticon

 

Father, you have gone quiet
exasperated hope you led me to this man
heartbroken and wondering was he a distraction

then you make a fast getaway, I hurt
carrying the heaviness of clouds
they will extend their greeting with a bolt to the ground

always one to retrace my steps
whisper my infraction if you, please
my thoughts are missing your wisdom lately

my need for you only grows
hurtful understanding I know you don't need me
but desire me
desire is its creation born of like feelings
this develops a new breed of life

each kiss deepens the passion
hungering in the keening times
I echo my hello I know you're here, Father

disappoint a notion
my spirit child has taken her leave
sorrow sends her a message
discussions between the two of you enlightens me about your nature

Father I know you prefer I be more social with these beings
elitist cruelty you left me with the
ones who think they are better somehow