Forbearance

Honey, honey
Why is it
All the ones who love me
I do not want
 
And all the ones  
I love
Leave me
Better left forgot
 
So I stroll
Along in this world
Acting like a kid, simply
A lovesick shit
 
And I will
Miss you, and more
As I lift (lower) my head
Drifting off to death
 
Not a suicide note
Not a threat
Just a lonely being
Not giving a lick
 
Knowing that
I have a head of
Self-confidence, though
Mind is a bit conflicted
 
I’m hanging in there
I’m gonna be okay
Lock myself in a room
Be a satellite of shame