Get loved sissy

 for years I have tried to write a poem about my sister, but the words always crumble into nothing when they hit the paper. As if they knew they were not strong enough to carry my love for her. page after page never truly right. She is wildfire yet safety, from the very moment my eyes opened for the first time, she has been there. the oceans could all dry up, and the sun could swallow the earth, as long as I had my sister I would be ok, nothing else would matter. She is everything all at once , though we are far apart my adoration for her has never faltered or changed. protector , friend, and role model are only some of the words that encompass her being. The approval I have always worked and fought for, idolizing her from the moment of my birth. when I would disappoint her the pain was worse than a thousand knives, because I hold her in such high regard. my sister is one of my favorite people in this world, she is sunshine and warmth in human form I am so proud of just how much I look like my older sister. When everything was dreadful ghastly and scary sissy was always there, even when I wasn't the easiest to be around. I am so proud of my older sister and everything she has accomplished.
      I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS SISSY, YOU'RE STUCK WITH ME FOREVER . no refunds