I'm not confused anymore ........ Single challenge

I miss him sometimes 
Like when I can't sleep 
I used to count his breaths it would sooth me in a way 
His warm body laying near me
I miss that 

But I don't miss his mouth 
The way he thought he controlled every aspect in my life 
Gigi don't do this don't do that 
But I'll do what I want 
And don't say a word 
Yeah right 
We'd fight like cats and dogs about it
I don't miss that 

I don't miss his bad breath when he woke up 
Or his sideways stare when I'd talk to him and he would pretend like he was listening 
He never did 

I don't miss answering to him 
Or washing his clothes 
Cooking that steak I didn't even eat 

His sex was good 
But I don't miss it 

Awe the freedom I have now Is in my own control 
I dress, walk , talk, act , dance, flirt, drink, smoke, and live 
How ever I want "me" I live for me now
No more toilet seat left up 
No more taking my controller 

I guess I just miss the warm body in my bed
If I let my dog sleep with me problem solved 
I'll count her breaths 
Wake up to her bad breath 
And it's like the same exact thing 
Except my dog don't talk 
She listens 
And she's not picky about food 

Yea I'm done missing him 
I'm done living for another 
I'm happy living for just me 
I think I'll stay single forever 
It's the best feeling truly it is
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