As I kiss you hello

       
I hear your key      
turn in the door      
and I want to      
play it cool      
       
because falling in love      
with you was the only      
easy part      
       
So I want to be the      
cool chick      
and play it      
like a 1950s film icon      
with a hell-raising smile      
and a martini      
and an      
I-don’t-give-a-fuck      
attitude.      
       
But fuck      
       
the way you move me      
       
the way I desire you      
grows like      
like      
       
like      
       
bacteria      
       
new colonies of      
need      
clustering      
exponentially      
each day,      
       
So you walk in the house        
shoulders sagging      

from the day kicking      
your ass and        
I’m infected with need      
       
Baby I hit you      
so hard your      
back slams it shut        
while my tongue      
checks to see if      
you still have tonsils      
       
Fuck cool,      
I’m sick with need        
       
we don’t break lip contact      
as we battle our clothes      
       
I can’t wait      
       
I can’t wait      
       
Your shirt is unbuttoned      
your pants at your knees      
when      
I drag you      
to the ground,      
pull my panties to the side      
       
and take you      
       
in my body      
with a furious      
near-scream      
desperate for you      
to feel my desire      
      
Your hands cup      
my breasts,      
I grab your forearms      
and lean back      
undulating my body      
like a belly dancer      
while my firm walls      
beat your cock      
like it’s a bad animal      
       
and I’m going to tame it      
       
and I cry out      
at the way      
your words      
rip through my      
sex organs      
like electricity      
on crack,      
until I’m nearly  
blind with        
fevered need      
       
And my own      
pillow talk matches      
yours as my skin      
flushes and      
sweat drips      
down the long      
lines of my      
body      
     
“Baby…”
       
I get close      
so close      
and take one hand      
to rub my clit      
with furious intent      
and you can see      
my stomach tighten      
see my thighs shake      
my head fall back      
my eyes close      
     
…      
       
oh… fuck…. yes….      
       
I fucking explode      
my face in a clenched-teeth      
rictus, moaning incoherently
and you grab my hips,      
thrusting harder  
until you unload in me    
       
I lock my thighs      
and brace my      
hands on your chest      
and milk you    
like your cock was a        
hospital straw      
and my body  
was dying      
of thirst      
       
I collapse on your chest.      
Silent      
Hair damp      
Skin slick      
The feel of your seed      
leaking onto where we      
still connect      
       
And I wonder      
if you know      
       
how much        
I desire you      
       
still desire        
you      
       
how much      
I want you      
       
as I kiss you      
hello