Dying is better than living 🫣

As I sit here and my elders still come back to my heart and spiritual soul. 🙏 AS I remember the many unspoken words, that they spoke to me many years ago. 😭 THAT it's better if you die then to keep on living in this world. 🌎 With so much chaos and drama of a world, that you don't really care to be apart anymore of life.
🌍 THAT has been changed not for the betterment of life, but for the destruction of what happened to the humanity. 🫣 Yet even as I look at the visions before my own eyes. 👁️👁️ I remember the journey and travel and walk, as I  had to deal with in my own life. 😭 WITH challenges and not knowing if I will live or die before my time on this earth. 🌎 Yet as I look back at the words that my elders spoke to me as the visions of my own eyes. 👁️👁️ As I realize that the truth of the truth of what I see is not the best world for me. 😭 For as much I would like to keep on pushing and striving, and moving forward with this existence of mere life. 🙏 It's getting more harder with each passing of time, ⌚ It seems like that there is no longer a real life, here to make you feel better than saying goodbye 🫂 But yet I know I have a choice to live or die, for I have my wife and family and friends who has encouraged me to continue to stand and fight.
      🪬 SHAMAN 111🪬