Unspoken words

It’s been a while since I last put my thoughts to paper,
I kept on telling myself not now I’ll do it later.
Well these suppressed emotions have finally been awoken,
Deep thoughts and words that were for a long time left unspoken.

Some of you despise me, quite frankly I don’t give a fuck
To all of ya’ll, I raise a middle finger, ya’ll mother fuckers suck.
You can’t defeat a man who doesn’t care about pain, failure or rejection
I am a man daily on bended knees…… genuflection.

Call me a screw-up, a disappointment or what ever the hell you please,
I stand here unwavered, your hateful slurs are nothing but a breeze.
Oh! You thought you hurt me yet here I stand unscathed,
Sorry to disappoint you but your efforts are depraved.

You think I am silent and avoid conflict because I am scared you?
Nah I’m simply plotting my next move, if only you knew.
I continue walking tall with my head held high,
I have already envisioned my success in my minds eye.

There’s nothing you can do that will cause me to break,
And you will never catch me off guard, I’m always wide-awake.
Word of advice, step back and surrender while you still can,
Before you crumble, and become worthless like garbage man.