Construct of my imagination

Love
Love is just a construct of my imagination
Love is blind. Love is fearful,
love doesn't care about anyone but itself.
Truth is nobody knows what Love is. So when you find it do you think you'd be able to point it out?
I wouldn't and I can say that without a doubt.
I don't know what I got myself into
But I know I wanna be in love with you.
You say you want to be pampered and it took everything in me to hold back.
Because I wanted to spoil you in riches and make up for the things he lacks

But my problem is...

In my head you're already mine
In my head I wake up next you staring in your eyes
I'd kiss your lips and rub your thighs.
Just Take you in at that moment because you'll be my prize.
I'd hold you tight as my words start to flow.
Tell you I love you and watch you glow
Kiss your sweet spot and watch your eyes roll.
Your heart may be shattered but I'd start at your soul.

That's all in my mind though that's not a real sensation
I had so many thoughts I couldn't put into translation
But when I told you I loved you. You only talked about him and it burned every single temptation
Maybe i'll grow numb to the pain because this love is only a construct of my imagination