Maybe I Am Not Kind

If I  saw something “bigger” than me, “cooler” than me,
that was my goal.
I wanted to be accepted and I also wanted to show people that
I was cool,
and fun,
and I could do anything because I was that person.
So I would leave people, and things,
and push them out of my way.
I wouldn’t stop till I got what I wanted,
and then when I got it, I realized,
what I wanted didn’t ever want me.
So I was heartbroken because I lost all of these things,
and people, and

I lost my self respect and dignity.
I lost myself
Written by moony_
Author's Note
It's things like these that make me believe I am not a kind person. I hope I don't do it anymore, because that's never my goal.
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