Mixing Substances

How not to drink – I learn the trick too slow -
 acerbation, and too confrontation,
 forgetfulness of grand dispensation,
mistakes against the host, the first to sow.
I take a toxic mixture, which makes grow
 deluded speech (like hallucination)
 whilst others speak words from lucubration,
I think it makes the wrong impression, though.
  Perhaps requirements of a certain faith
  require, for me, I don’t see dragon wraith
   following toques more akin to hot knives
   but have a little cracker, cheese and chives.
    I’ve had some weed today to tune the muse
    then maybe get the munchies… have a snooze…