I Do

I say what I do not believe
I believe what I do not say

I lie when the truth is hidden
I hide behind truth with lies

I cry when I’m alone at night
At night my soul finally cries

One day I will die from grief
Grief I carry every single day

Can’t you see what is inside
Inside my heart I surely can’t

Life I’ve walked all alone
I’ve been alone all my life  

Do you think I really care  
I care if again you say I do