Diabolical

Personalities psychological    
My minds dimensions diabolical    
Demons control my neurological    
Thoughts and lies that are patholigical    
   
Numbered days i live chronological    
If I don't exist that's illogical  
It doesn't make sense it's impossible    
If I escape death I'm unstoppable  
   
Method to my madness methodical  
Memories removed in the hospital    
Left with visions of blinded optical  
Back to reality not possible    
   
I'm targeted like a misfired missile  
Gifted hands of this surgeon so skillful