I have played this melody, thousands of times
But, I will play it once more
This time will be my very last, though
I want it to be a most joyous performance...
With my amp maxed out
"Take this life my dearest friend
Let this suffering come to an end
I cannot stand this utter silence
I want my death to be very violent...
I do not deserve death in sleep
Or straving myself, without a morsel to eat
Stab me till I lose my head
I want the floor to be crimson red
Let me burn in this eternal hell
I want to hear myself cry and yell
Break my bones and rip my skin
Aren't you happy, you finally win"
I put down the guitar
And fall to the ground
With knife in hand
I dare not make a single sound
Right into the heart
Where the suffering had begun
I really thought you were the one...