Falling down the rabbit hole

Sitting here
I'm slowly losing focus on what's real
Don't close your eyes
Your mind will lead you down endless paths

Seeing into the past
Wishing that now I could go back
Stronger and more mature
To correct everything that has gone wrong

Eyes wide open
Reality hits me without a warning
And for a moment
I'm present in body but my thoughts linger

Suddenly, your voice
Arouses in hazey waves through the void
Like bells ringing underwater
Your presence brings me back onshore