Wrong Choices

staying out for the night
playing with matches
arsom favours unhinged minds
creating coctails of pills and booze
keeping everyone waiting
whether i live or die

another selfish act
verifying my asshole credentials
cause it fails every time
nothing falls alone
as hearts hit stone
like falling raindrops
leaving a blood red ringed rainbow

precious little breaths
makes this void so much worse
blindly coming undone
still life upon skewers
biting hard on bone
stops rising throat screams

suicide just numbs pain
creeping further within darkness
whole being an empty husk
that once guarded light
 now under shameful exposure
embarassed by wrong choices