Interpretation

 
leave me to my sorrow it's of no matter to you
as I inflict a little more hurt on myself
it is a conditioned response
learned early on, perhaps in the first Earth age

don't trust anyone, they will stab you in the back

separate yourself with the imaginary
reality hurts too much I learned that from my mother
the secret garden they are a facet of you
and your feelings for me

both male and female by default
of no sex or gender
but a very powerful being

it's lonely at the top
so with the hierarchy, you play
manifesting as an upright man
and as a vessel of cruelty

my heart to steal. my will to break
my soul to penetrate
it takes my breath
when you enter to devastate

I must have been unfaithful
to raise such cruelty from you
inside the scorn, I will still captivate
choosing not to praise
or beg for mercy short-lived